To act or not to act..

Play House in the Park. Should I? I think it would definitely help me if i want to get into london or new york conservatories... I need to audition for it though and i don't know my acting abilities. thats why i am gonna do the musical. but i still act. more of singing i think though. I am nervous of singing in front of people though. I just hafta tell myself i can do it. So, i think i have talked myself into auditioning. After the play thats about to happen i will go in it. I am scared. What if practices mix up with encore or soccer? crap. should i wait for the summer? idk, i want to do this. its a positive decision.. anyways. Music Box by regina spektor. its a great song. listen to it.

"The Shack", I am starting this book. A line that is in here automatically would capture my attention because of the wording and my obsession with storms and sleep. Ready?: " There is something joyful about storms that interrupt routine. Snow or freezing rain suddenly releases you from expectations, performance demands, and the tyranny of appointments and schedules."

Diving, I am about to jump in...

Here I go,
This is the first post, just like the deep breath before the plunge into a unknown dark water that hold unexpected things. Hopefully for me opportunity.
I am going to see the world with music in it.
In everything there is acting and drama.
And objects, people have thoughts hidden behind their shell.
I am here to try and see what's there and to share it.
Are you with me? Good. I am ready for this adventure. Julie off " Julia and Julie" was ready for an adventure. She embarked on the blogging ship and look where she went. Did she expect that? Did she expect so much attention, and weight? Nope. Do I think i am able to handle what might come? I don't know, hence the word, ADVENTURE.
Well, now I am plunging in.